39 dairy

tomorrow is the day..

today is suppose to be the big day..

but he cancel it for last minute..

frustrated?

ya..

upset?

ya...

feel unappreciated?

yup..totally...

i know its not the right place to talk about relationship..

i really2 in to it when he said he'll coming to get me..

but 

hurm..its so..hurm idk..

we having fight again

right now..

hurmm..

i just dont get it..

im not blaming him for this..

im just trying to get him understand that im so jealous..

im so sorry if you get it in wrong way..

i just..

hurm..

i just think that you should know im just jealous..

thanks for understanding..

thanks..

38 dairy...

i lost my count!..

how much months already? 

ngeh2...

i think its about 4 months now..

yup...4 month..

hehe..

may the show completely success!..

btw...

u have promise me something!..

and i want it!..

must match with my shoe (i just bought it)

hehehe..

how lucky am i to have you!..

i really lucky...

sometime...i dont..

seriously when you not texting me back!..

hahaha..

its okay..

i know what u do!..

but remember..

i love you n miss you so much!!

37 dairy...

today...i bought boo a shirt...

so...

im so damn happy bout it..

but after i being told that he got sponsor by everlast b'coz tmrw show!..

im feeling down!...

so hahahha

nvr mind...

hehehe...

2 brand new shirt n 2 brand new shoe from everlast..

how lucky...

i wish i get one...hehehe...

36 dairy..

oh well..

this situation will be continued until we meet...

wuahahahaha..(evil's laugh)

sorry dear...

its not because im angry or anything...

im just wanna show u how much i hate to be mature...

its so not fun at all...

im just wanna be me..

a childish old girl!..

hehehe...

sorry dear if im hurtg ur heart...

sorry..

i'm counting the days honey!..

35 dairy

what is going on here...

not really understand the situation..

keep struggling with my love life...

i wonder how people can work it out like my sister...

she and her bf been in a relationship around 4 to 5 years..

at least she found her true love...

instead of me and my bro...

what on earth that i mumbling about..

hehehe...

its okay..

im just stress out right now..

be a good boy boo!..

hehehe

me heart you no matter hat happen..

im happy if you happy...

34 dairy

i got fever after baby boo..

great..

but still feel dizzy..

its all boo fault..gahahaha

yup..

he started it!...

gehehehe..

33 dairy

only one week left...

cant wait to see you...

i got call from you last night..

aargghhh i miss you so much!...

i wanna be by your side...

and if i could fly

i'll never wait any second to be with you..

32 dairy..

boo! 

i miss you so much!..

why didnt you text me about going to practice?

ermm..

never mind..

i just go to bed now..

i think..

be careful okay..

u are not 100% feeling well yet!...

i love you baby boo!

31 dairy

baby boo got fever!..

sorry!

 im not there to take care of you..

please get well soon sayang..

eat your medicine okay

just get some rest..

i miss you so much...

take care..

i love you baby boo!

sincerely;

baby bie

30 dairy..

MilesBy Sonya Hernandez

Miles and miles and miles apart.
Although so far you've touched my heart.
Your laugh, your voice, your adoring smile,
Seem to shorten every mile.

I wake every morning and rest at night,
my thoughts and dreams filled with your sight.
Oh how I wish, even for one night,
I could lay in your arms and you hold me tight.
Not just a little briused or battered,

When I think of the distance it's completely shattered.
We'll never give up or say goodbye.
Remember together, the moon in the sky.
Your heart's a part of me and mine of you.
With that alone, we shall not be blue.

29 dairy..

i have a rough day today..

i need my baby boo!..

i wanna cry..

please help me baby boo..

28 dairy..

our's dairy blog should be 100 something..

but..

we skip a lots of time..

hehehe

okay..

for the rest of my weekend...

im not going to heard anything from boo..

maybe just a few of it...

he's got some work to do with rks crew..

ermm..

and i would be left alone here..

hahaha..

its gonna be fine baby boo..

im stronger than yesterday..

lol...

and the most important thing is..

i miss you so d**n much!..

boo (ckp jgn mencarut)

hehehe

27 dairy..

already gone...

not gone GONE FOREVER..

u just gone and work out and do some training..

you know what sayg..

i really miss you chat with me right now..

we dont rarely have much time for us..

but i know you work so hard..

so i let u be happy with your crew..

GO RKS GO!..

i will be cheer up for your guys..

even i know i far from all of you..

and so sorry im not into you guys..

kinda a shy girl..

lol..

practically im a shy shy girl..

just give me some time..

hehehee..

GO ROKUSTEP CREW! ppeeewwwiiittt! 

YEAAAAHHH!!

toodles..

26 dairy

you don't have time for yourself..

im just giving you time to relax..

you always think about training..

your competition next year..

about your family and how to spend time with them..

you have to find your free time just to please me..

please, just get some rest for this month..

you need it so much..

next year we'll be able to goin out again..

im sorry..i broke your heart..

im sorry i dont realize that you hurt so much..

im sorry that you sick with my attitude..

im sorry coz i let you down..

im sorry that you meet me..

im sorry for letting you go..

be with you is the most precious time for me..

im so sorry that i blow it away..

25 dairy

i miss you!

i do..

every second

every minute

every hour

every day

and i love you!

24 dairy..

no words can describe..

only a picture will show you how much you are means for me..

23 dairy

missing you and im hurt inside.

even we are not in a fight..

it's still hurt..

boo?

i miss you..

you should probably just text me once a while..

it will be nice..

im sorry..

i know how bad you are doing right now..

with your family and your crew

your comp also..

sorry for burden you more..

there are many reason why am i doing this..

i just wanna be strong just like you..

i wanna let you go jut for a while..

i dont want to be so selfish..

just be by ur family and your crew...

im sure can be together after im back to malacca..

i hope so..

sorry

22 dairy

no texting..

no call..

no nothing..

im still missing you

im not so strong..

im not like you...

even you are not totally 100% strong.

but im pretty sure that you can handle it..

and im not like you..

im all alone..

im no strong enough..

21 dairy!

its already 2 december

so what the deal anywhere..

ohh ya..

hehehe...

just joking..

im so happy!

100th anniversary this 9 december..

cant wait for it..

3 months..

im happy with you!..

even sometimes we got into small fight....

i know you got training..

and you are buzy..

you dont have time for me..

its okay..

i get it..

but sometimes 

im so jealous with everyone around me..

why do i have to watch other people texting with their love one..

but not me..

happy with you!

20 Dairy!

yesterday is over..

today is gonna be alright!..

sorry for yesterday..

it wont happen again..

i felt like i'm in my friend's shoe now..

why people wont respect other people relationship or partner?..

did i have to do an announcement.

just to declare my status here!..

HELLO! WE'RE DATING ALMOST 3 MONTHS NOW!

okay serve me right la..

because of some people two of us fighting..

BUT..

its okay..

because its about trust!...

and i trust my baby..

so do him!..

let the people just talking about somebody else..

you are not making this worse..

you just helping us..

thank you..

19 dairy!

i know i should not felt that i being left alone by you..

i know its not right..

i do know that u always think about me..

i should't say this..

but i want too..

i wish you always be with me..

even i know you cant..

i wish that i can see your face when i wake up every morning!

even i already know that u far away from me.

i wish i can keep u in a box.

hehe

sorry dear! <3

the thing is..

truely cant live without you!..

every sec, every min in my life..

i been thinking of you..

how i miss you so much!..

how im proud to be your girl!..

most sincerely

ur future wife

18th dairy!

today!

i make you thinking about the future..

i know it's hurt..

and im sorry..

i want you to focus on your dreams first..

let the competition next year will change ur life sweetheart!..

you will get plenty of jobs!..

im not so sure about the winning part!..

but im here to support you and your crew boo!...

practice baby boo!..

make me proud!..

make mak proud also!..

i'll see you there!..

at the final event!..

im waiting for you! boo!..

i'll pray for you guys!..



17th Dairy..

sorry semalam tak update...

baby Boo curi lappy..

hehehe...

ohh ya...

im having so much fun this 2 days..

walaupun sekejap..

rindu bie and boo terubat jugak..

today is my sis konvo..

so, smlm i antakan lappy pada boo..

tapi baby boo amik masa we having dinner..

my mom, my dad, my sis + her bf and my bro ade..

senang cite..

the whole family...

haha...

and then..

after dinner..boo hav to leave..

boo ada training and after training boo spend his night at our hotel..

plus with my sis bf too...!

auucchhh! mcam betul2 dah jadi one family..

hope so!..

love you boo!..

and baby boo also pergi konvo my sis...

hahaha and we having luch after the ceremony and then

me, my dadn my mom with my lil bro..

dah kena pulang...

sangat merindui mu (wahh)..

THANK HAIRI AHMAD! (BOO)

thx to attan sbb drive my boo..

sorry ganggu waktu attan..

hehehe =9

16th dairy!

tmrw i will headintg to shah alam for my sister convo..

i wish i could meet my baby boo there...

and i hope we can..

please...

wanna see my baby boo so badly!..

i miss him so much!..

i know the time were too short...

but i still wanna see ur face before im going back home..

miss you!

15th Dairy!

my car (weewee)

kena masuk workshop...

and b'coz of that..

my Baby Boo..

tak boleh datg ipoh

..

my car will be at the workshop..

3 weeks from now...

so it impossible to ask him to came down here..

without im havg my car...

his only got time at this end of month...

so baby boo...

we have to be strong okie...

i love you so much!..

i miss you!

eventhough you were so far from me but .my love to you will always in you heart!

fourteen dairy

2 months 3 weeks...

officially been in relationship..

i bet we'll be happily ever after..

hahaha

amin!

ohhh im so frustrated and felt like im all alone here...

maybe because of our distance..

yup...

i think so..

gahahaha..

its okay my Baby Boo..

everything gonna be alright...

im fine right here..

and i know u work very hard to maintain u stamina n ur body..

so sorry coz im to selfish..

totally understand..

right now..

i really miss u so badly..

wish i can go through DOREAMON magic door..

so i can be with u..

i miss you sayg!..

deeply and madly in love with u!...

done!...

gahahaha..

love you Baby Boo..

p/s : i think someone are trying to do the same blog as mine (guess who)..Unbelievable =9

toodles =9

Thirteen Dairy!

My Boo @ grik

My Bie @ ipoh

ipoh and grik are not so far actually!.

but we cant see each other!..

y?!

miss you so much darling!

i cant wait to see u!.

wish that the day will came faster!..

i miss you like crazy!..

gahahaha..

and you know that i need you right!.

so let us pray for our future!..

let allah guide us!...

bring the peaceful in our relationship!..

like someone has told me!..

dont pray for the person we had now!.

just pray for the nice person that will be in ur future..

peace bro!

twelve dairy

i know that we all know that..

gahahaha

i love you my boo!

u always been there for me..

and im sorry coz we had a big fight yesterday..

its okay sayang..

i know u addicted..

so im gonna let u play all the games..

gahaha

eleventh Dairy

this are some pixca of us! 

BooBie!

LOVE us! ngee<3

 this are some shooting progress! for sahir

 this are the pixca we went out to malacca!

 pixca from grik (hutan belum resort)

 

 

at Putrajaya after back from grik!

 

 i love this two pixca! from his show at Library!

buy new necklace at Jonker! gahahah

tenth Dairy

we got into small fight..

but no worries!

just couple of minutes..

ngee =9

i love you BOO!.

Nineth Dairy

sorry for the late update!

been buzy this whole month!..

boo busy with his training...

bie busy with her final exam..

so here the story..

my mom (bie) telah meng-usya FB bie...

and her mom found out about ours pixca!

(censored)

not truely censored!

its just pixca with the kissing ONLY!

so whtevr!

she got MAD! BADLY mad!

so too calm the HOT situation..

boo ask bie to delete the whole album!

so!

the album have been DELETED!

ty for visiting!

LOL

Eight Dairy

Its my Birthday today!.

and this is our 21 days of couple..

hahaha <3

Thanks to My Boo for the surprise..

thanks kepada yang terlibat juga!..

THE BEST 20TH BIRTHDAY!

hahaha ngee <3

HEART HAIRI AHMAD!

THANKS:

TENTEN

KINA

LAJI

NEPH

IZHAR

CERIA

MALIM

DANIEL
LOVE YOU ALL <3

Seventh Dairy

so sorry for not update this 3 days..

so busy spending time with my Baby Boo..

unforgetful moments we had..

best time we had together...

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

thanks for taking me with you..

even i know how tired you are..

and how busy you are..

thanks Boo.

ur my everything..

and the only one i want!!

HEART YOU <3

 

sixth Dairy!

my Baby Boo has arrive!

he's in IPOH <3

heart him so much!

bersusah payah datang!

hehehe <3

tomorrow we're goin to Gopeng!

mandi sungai! 

with my babes! 

Ten, Mira, Tasha n maybe with their friends Afif

(if im not mistaken la)

and my lil brother too!

My love as deep; the more I give to thee,
The more I have, both are infinite.
~William Shakespeare

Fifth Dairy

one more days!

IPOH BooBie is Coming!

ngee

 LOVE My Baby Boo!..

damn! i miss U so much!

You know when you have found your prince 

because you not only have a smile on your face 

but in your heart as well. 

Fourth Dairy

2 weeks! = 14 days!

yeah! we made it!

we so deeply in love!

all we wants is to be happy!

all we wish is to stay together for ever!

trust each other!

respect each other!

love each other till the end of our life!

Heart BooBie !

From every human being there rises a light that reaches straight to heaven.

And when two souls that are destined to be together find each other,

their streams of light flow together, 

and a single brighter light goes forth from their united being.

Third Dairy

Miss my Boo, Miss my Bie

The time will come!

it seem like a thousand years!

hope to meet BooBie as soon as possible!

we like to take photos together.

hangout together

kissing each other.

hug BooBie all the time.

miss you!

I miss you like the sun misses the flowers, 

like the sun misses the flowers in the depths of winter,

instead of beauty to direct it's light to, 

the heart hardens like the frozen world which your absence has banished me to.

Second Dairy

We are so deeply in love with each other!

Boo heart Bie

and

Bie heart Boo

  Boo touch Bie's when her heart is broken.

But from time to time its heal.

The broken heart once looks new again!

Bie's heart will never ever been broken twice!..

That is what Boo promise to Bie!

True love is, when everything in the world is going wrong,
all you have to do is look at that special person and,
suddenly, everything in the world is right again.

First Diary

Dear Diary, 

10 days!

 It has been 10 days since we were together.

First Raya in 2010 with BooBie!

been blessed by Boo's Mother.

Boo is coming to Ipoh (Bie's hometown) this Thursday.

asking for bless from Bie's mother. hehe =9

Happy with BooBie.

Love BooBie.

Always in BooBie's Heart!

Our hands locking tight

As we take the next step

Towards a life as one

Leave all doubt behind 

because tonight 

it's the start of 

you n me

and

the rest of our live.

its Boo n Bie

He's Boo n She's Bie.

Just starting our own blog..

We wanna share our love life..<3

Today is our first day of Eid Ul-Fitr..

and 

We have been together for a week and 3 days.