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hurm...apakah yang brlaku padaku?

gahaha..

start ayat dah merepek..

i think what you done  is wrong..

berat pulak kepala nie..

hurmm...

keep thinking what u being doing here...

u not making it right...

u just making it worse..

i need time alone...

i need to focus on my final work..

please, jgan ggu kawan2 i...

im so sorry for causing u a lots of trouble by coming here..

i know that u being hoping to see me..

but im not ready for that...

im trying to give us a space..

so we can think more clearly what we have now..

i dont want to do stupid decision anymore..

im not saying that being with u is stupid..

i think we move to quickly in our relationship...

so i better make it slower now...

that's is the reason why i didnt wanna see u..

but u making me sick of myself..

if i pretending to be happy when u came here..

just let me finish my work..

i lt me settle my mind..

i dont what to think about us right now..

i wanna focus on my work..

i need to be good for my parents now..

i think i'll undrstand once u read this..

im so sorry!..i love you so much but i need time for my own good..

and for ur own good as well..