39 dairy

tomorrow is the day..

today is suppose to be the big day..

but he cancel it for last minute..

frustrated?

ya..

upset?

ya...

feel unappreciated?

yup..totally...

i know its not the right place to talk about relationship..

i really2 in to it when he said he'll coming to get me..

but 

hurm..its so..hurm idk..

we having fight again

right now..

hurmm..

i just dont get it..

im not blaming him for this..

im just trying to get him understand that im so jealous..

im so sorry if you get it in wrong way..

i just..

hurm..

i just think that you should know im just jealous..

thanks for understanding..

thanks..

38 dairy...

i lost my count!..

how much months already? 

ngeh2...

i think its about 4 months now..

yup...4 month..

hehe..

may the show completely success!..

btw...

u have promise me something!..

and i want it!..

must match with my shoe (i just bought it)

hehehe..

how lucky am i to have you!..

i really lucky...

sometime...i dont..

seriously when you not texting me back!..

hahaha..

its okay..

i know what u do!..

but remember..

i love you n miss you so much!!

37 dairy...

today...i bought boo a shirt...

so...

im so damn happy bout it..

but after i being told that he got sponsor by everlast b'coz tmrw show!..

im feeling down!...

so hahahha

nvr mind...

hehehe...

2 brand new shirt n 2 brand new shoe from everlast..

how lucky...

i wish i get one...hehehe...

36 dairy..

oh well..

this situation will be continued until we meet...

wuahahahaha..(evil's laugh)

sorry dear...

its not because im angry or anything...

im just wanna show u how much i hate to be mature...

its so not fun at all...

im just wanna be me..

a childish old girl!..

hehehe...

sorry dear if im hurtg ur heart...

sorry..

i'm counting the days honey!..

35 dairy

what is going on here...

not really understand the situation..

keep struggling with my love life...

i wonder how people can work it out like my sister...

she and her bf been in a relationship around 4 to 5 years..

at least she found her true love...

instead of me and my bro...

what on earth that i mumbling about..

hehehe...

its okay..

im just stress out right now..

be a good boy boo!..

hehehe

me heart you no matter hat happen..

im happy if you happy...

34 dairy

i got fever after baby boo..

great..

but still feel dizzy..

its all boo fault..gahahaha

yup..

he started it!...

gehehehe..

33 dairy

only one week left...

cant wait to see you...

i got call from you last night..

aargghhh i miss you so much!...

i wanna be by your side...

and if i could fly

i'll never wait any second to be with you..